Thank you!

Kelmarin...merengek..




Girl: I didn't get any flowers pon... *sad voice* konon sebak sangat..


Boy: Haa? Kenapa kena bagi?


Girl: yelah..yesterday was our bla bla bla..


Boy: Oh...but I prefer to give you flight tickets. Sending flowers won't bring you any closer to me, right? *suara takde perasaan*


Girl: Oh..okay...hehehehehehehehehehehe. *senyum sampai hari ni* So, how many tickets do you have for me?


Boy: Hmm..so far, only four. To A, B, C & D. Do you have any other places you would like to go to?




Moral value: Ask for more flight tickets. haha.




I always *ahem* complain about him being so unromantic, bla bla bla.. *dasar tak bersyukur punya orang*. Quite often that I don't realize that he really is a romantic person, a charmer. Just not the romantic cheesy-type that I saw on tv. And thank goodness for that! If not, I think I'd die of his cheesy-ness haha. After this short conversation through phone, I just wanted to thank Allah for sending me this man, a man who puts me among his top priorities, whose generosity and kindness go beyond words can describe, a man who loves me for my weaknesses, a man who gives but never ask for a return.



Once, I asked. "Kenapa awak suka saya?" He replied, "awak banyak kekurangan, cuma sayang saya dekat awak je lebih".



I feel truly blessed. Thank you ALLAH.





p/s: Let's be thankful!

Cerita CNY

Salam and hi.



Hurm.



The other day, aku and my mom pergilah kedaimas. Well, bukan lah pegi kedai yang nama 'Kedai MAS', tapi kedai yang jual barang kemas tuu. Nak tengok cincin. Bukan apa, mak aku terrrrringinnn nak beli cincin pulak. Heh, macam-macam mak aku ni.


So, kitorang pon usha la cincin-cincin comel yang menawan hati. Pastuh mak aku tanya la kak Tina tu, mana bos. Kak Tina jerit panggil bos dan bos pun keluar dari ofis dia. FYI, uncle Leong tu dah lama kenal mak aku, since kitorang pindah sana lagi. Kira geng la ni. Kalau datang kedai, dia asyik nak cite masalah anak yang taknak belajar tapi sibuk nak bawak mercedes pi sekolah. Hantu betul! Heiii, nasib baik not my son, or else aku pelangkung tengkuk dia dengan sabit! Pastu bini dia dengar, join cite sampai gaduh-gaduh manja depan kitorang. Tapi mesti dalam hati masing-masing sentappp. Macam tu lah gayanya mereka berdua. Romantik cara gitu kot?



Hari kitorang pegi sana, aku nampaklah muka dia sedih. Pelik lah kan. Raya-raya pon mau sedih ka tauke? Sebab aku ni kepoci, maka aku tanyalah...


NA, "Uncle Leong, apsai manyak sedih? Kan raya ni? Senyum skettt."


UL, "Hmm.. (senyum tak sampai mata sambil pusing tengok mak aku) a lot of thing happened kak Mala. I manyak sedih."



Eh eh uncle ni, aku yang tanya dia boleh menjawab kat mak aku pulak.


MA, "Why Mr Leong? Cerita la dekat I.."


UL, "Tak boleh cerita kak Mala. Jika I cerite, sampai esok-esok pon tak habis u tau. (hamboiii, ni memang banyak dia punya sedih ni..) Rasa hati I selama ni I tak pernah cerita pada sesiapa. Nantilah I cerita.." (jerit, suruh pakgad bagi kitorang limau dengan air, hehe)


MA, "Hmm..takpelah Mr Leong. Jangan sedih-sedih. Sudah talak hensem maa.."



Bila uncle masuk balik ofis, kitorang tanya kak tina apa telah terjadi???!! Mengapa Mr Leong terlampau sedih di hari perayaan???!



Tina, "Bininya minta cereiii!!Ada boipren lagi kaya!"



Hah! pulokkkk.. ternganga jap my mom and I.




Seram. Seram. Okay, tujuan aku cerita tentang kisah ni bukan nak sebarkan aib ke apa ke. Aku cuma nak bagitau, itulah fitrah manusia. TAK pernah bersyukur dengan nikmat yang ada. Kalau bersyukur pon berapa persen je la kan. Dah ada suami toke emas, nak suami toke minyak. Da ada husband encem macam remy ishak, nak encem macam abang aoron pulokk. Da cantik pun, nak pakai susuk sampai lagi cantik. Da kurus kering macam tiang lampu, nak lagi kurus macam batang lidi pulak. Manusia manusia.


Kita jarang relfect keadaan sekeliling kita. Kita nampak, kita lihat tapi kita buta sebenarnya. Tak ramai antara kita yang benar-benar celik, betul tak? Setakat celik IT tu apa ada hal kan?? Bak kata orang-orang tua, bior buta mata tapi celik hati.



Jadiiiiiiii....bersyukurlah, tanda terima kasih kepada Sang Pemberi Nikmat. ---> malas nak tulis pepanjang. heee

always the best

You know you have the best father in the world when you woke up from an afternoon nap and found your car has been washed and polished inside out.




;)





Thanks, abah. xoxoxo

Rimas

You know it's too much when it is too much.



When we care about a person deeply, you'll never know that at times it can be quite disturbing for them. In fact, too disturbing that they feel claustrophobic with you presence or just hearing your voice or worst, they feel like throwing the phone away when they see your name on the screen. Rimas tau! rimas! rimas! rimas! RIMASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!! TAU TAK???!!




Okay okay. Aku tau. Dah. kau tak payah jerit-jerit macam setan, pi ambil wuduk pastu solat. Kan bagus.




Now, macam mana kita nak tahu jika orang tu rimas dengan tahap ke-care-an kita? As simple as simple plan,


1. bila kita cakap depan-depan dengan dia, dia tak nak pandang kita pastu kelam-kabut cari pen konon-konon nak bajet busy padehal elok je tadi kita tengok dia goyang kaki tengok you-tube.Pastu gelak tak ikhlas..tak pun jawab ala kadar macam saja nak kasi kita sakit hati balik. Sebab dia dah sakit hati, rimas kita duk care sangat pasal dia, dia pon jawab la nak sentapkan kita balik. contoh:

orang care: kau okay? ada masalah tak hari nih?

orang rimas: hah? pandang siling kiri-kanan depan belakang..okay okay. eh, aku okay jeww (dalam hati, memang ada masalah pon. kau lah masalah aku. sila berambuss)



2. bila kita call, dia banyak diam. jawab pun hmm.. okay.. tak.. takdelah..oh..yeke..tak tau la..pastu hmm balik. yelah. supaya kau bosan. jadi takdelah kau nak tanya banyak benda, conversation akan dicutshortkan so dia boleh get rid of kau cepat-cepat. lagi teruk kalau kau call dia lambat angkat...saje kasi kau panas..or langsung tak angkat! haaa...ni memang nak kasi kau hangus terus hangit ni. hehehe




3. bila kau text, dia langung tak reply. HAHAHAHAHAHA. kesian. Tapi kalau aku, nangis kot.




4. bila dia bagitahu kau muka ke muka

Orang rimas: I rimas. Rimas tau? Rimas tau tak? RIMASSSSS sesangattt! You boleh tak tolong jangan care sangat dekat i? U sapeeeee haa? Sape??? U sapee???

Orang care: Aku bini kau la ngek!! *bedebush*


Okay kalau cakap macam ni dekat bini ke laki sendiri ke memang ada harapan nak kena tidur luar la kan malam tu. Tapi confirm menghiris hati seh.. Makan dalam. Mesti kasi nangis kaw-kaw punya la bila kena sembur macam ni. wuwuwuwuw sobs sobs sampai atiiiii B cakap ayang cenggitu... UWEKKSS!



So..kalau kita pun..secara logik akal yang dikurniakan Ilahi, pandai-pandai la nak pikir. Withdraw yourself from that situation or from that person. We must know the limit. Even patience has its limit. Not asking how the person is doing every single hour does not make you any less care about him/her. They just need to be alone.. to rest, to think..to reflect..to appreciate. Who knows they might come and find you later. Well, absence makes a heart grow fonder. But, if they've gone for too long erm...perhaps you can assume that they still need the time to find the missing pieces ke apa ke..or they just don't need you. Ouch. Too bad, reality hurts.

Some news

Salam and Hi.


Wah wah wah wahwahwahwahwahwah...busy betul aku nih. Baru jadi cikgu dah busy macam ni. Belom jadi mak orang lagi kan? Hakhakhakhak



Whatevsss..Yang penting, sekarang dah tahun 2012. Wah..cepat betul masa berlalu. Sepantas angin lalu. A lot of thing happened in 2011. I learned so many new things, most of all what being a teacher really meant. The ups and down. So far, aku tak pernah kena marah lagi. Alhamdulillah. Tapi last year aku terlupa buat satu perkara penting iaitu email orang btpn data Nilam sebelum aku pi bercuti. Pegi pulak cuti-cuti obersi. Memang takde maknanya aku nak hengat benda2 tu semua kan.. Dengar cerita, orang btpn terus attack gubesar. Matilah aku. Habislah reputasi aku sebagai cikgu kanak-kanak ribena lepas kena marah *walaupun kejadian ni tak berlaku lagi*. Takutnya. What should I do now??? Perlu ke aku email orang tu dan cakap aku ada hal penting kena pi obersi then terlupa bawak pendrive so aku tak boleh email dia data tu. Pastu minta maaf merayu-rayu supaya jangan call gubesar. titew tatottttt tauuuuuuuuww. sobs sobs


Anyway, benda tu boleh aku pikirkan kemudian. There are other important matters that need to be taken care of. Something big. Hopefully, everything will go as planned. *big grin* Thus, I'll be super duper triple quadraple busy this year. Juggling between school activities, clerical work, and this big thing. Some good news, my younger sister is back from NZ. So, she's taking her licence now and after that, if God wills she'll be living with me in Kajang (if she works in KL la). My elder sis, Kak Nina dengar khabarnya nak pindah Ipoh so she can be closer to her husband and they can start making babies. We desperately want babies a.k.a anak sedara, KAKAK!. Oh, my father is currently living with her husband coz he's been transferred to KK. Poor abah. So far away from mummy. Apparently, Mr F likes working in Kerteh so much. I don't know if I can live there after we get *ahem* married nanti. hehuhehuhehuhehu


My family is so pening. Sume orang kat tempat lain but we are veryyyy close to each other. Aku hanya berdoa semoga keluarga kami kekal bahagia dan dikurniakan kesihatan yang bagus. Semoga semua orang happy. To Kak Hada, stay strong. Hopefully I can fulfill your wish and bring you to Broga Hill one day. :)



Till then. Toddles!

Above 18

For the past few months, I've been spending my weekends either with my family or the boyfriend. Let me tell you, this is very very unhealthy. It's not that I don't want to chillax with my dearest girlfriends, but everyone is so busy with their life. Plus, some of them live far far away from the city ie; Kedah, Penang, Perlis, Shah Alam... Well, not that Shah Alam is 100km away from my place but my girlfriend is still studying so I prefer not to disturb her studies.


On Friday evening, I received a call from my ex-schoolmate in Convent Kajang. After a few minutes, we decided to meet up on Saturday. Whoa! That's easy! It just takes a phone call to gather your girlfriends and go for a drink or a movie.


So yesterday we went to Alamanda and decided to watch 'Immortals'. We bought the tickets at the counter and the cashier reminded us that this movie is rated 18PL (while looking at me suspiciously). Yeah yeah. We just nodded our heads saying "We're 24" and smiled at her. I bet she's younger than me.






Then, we headed to the entrance. As I handed the cinema guy mine and my friends' tickets, he stopped me and asked for my ID.



Never, I repeat NEVER have I been questioned about my age upon entering the cinema for an XXX rated movie. Yesterday happened to be my lucky day. Well, the conversation went like this..



Cinema guy: This movie is for 18 above, miss. (Looks at me disbelievingly)


Me: Yeah, I know. (smile sweetly)


Cinema guy: Can I see your ID please?


Me: I'm sorry? (Muka tak percaya)


Cinema guy: I need to see your ID.


Me: Why? I'm above 18. Don't I look like someone above 18 years old? (I still refuse to hand him my ID)


Cinema guy: (smiles a little) As I said before, this movie is for 18 above. So, can I see your ID?


Me: What? I swear I am above 18. (hand him my ID) Look, it states there 87. I was born on 1987. That makes me 24 this year. (my fingers cannot seem to stop stabbing it)


Cinema guy: (looking back and forth at me and the ID) Oh okay okay. Enjoy your movie, miss.




Ahh..some women might be flattered but not me. I was really pissed off with the guy, I felt like yelling "Hello! Open you eyes and look at me properly!". I certainly do NOT look like someone who is under the age of 18. I didn't think I dressed like a school girl either. I wore a tank top with a cardigan and flats along with jeans and scarf. What's wrong with my outfits? Oh..and I carried my handbag. School girls don't carry handbags.



The incident sort of spoilt my mood for the movie. My girlfriends on the other hand, kept teasing me with questions that earned them a deathly glare every time they asked "How old are you again?", "Are you a secondary or primary school kid?". Yeah, funny.


When I think about yesterday's incident, there must be a few reasons of why the cashier and the cinema guy thought that I was an under-age girl. One, it might be because of my youthful looks. Hehe. I also want to perasan muda. Second, it could be because of my size as compared to my girlfriends. You see, my two girlfriends, they have quite a generous shape. (Nadhi and Nisah, if you happen to read this, no offense girlfriends!). Perhaps, those guys thought that I was their little sister?? Hahahahaha. Kelakar gila!


Still, I was quite offended and embarrassed seeing that there was a long queue behind us. Maluuuuuu. They might be thinking "Ah...nak curik-curik masuk le teww, padahal kecik lagi...dah la pendek, tak cukup umor pulak tuh..Kantoiii...". I was thinking of shielding my face with my handbag!... but that would be childish kan?


And....thank goodness, the movie was awesome! Freida Pinto is just beautiful as ever and Theseus...Oh..I really want/need a husband like him! He looks so urghh...with his hard-as-rock abs, curly dark hair, beautiful eyes, tall and lean body... He even looks yummy when he runs! If I were to be with him, we would definitely look like Kim K and Kris Humhpries. How cute. :D

Hello, Theseus.

Whoa! I feel safe by just looking at this photo.

Oh Emma!

What I love about Emma.

Broga Hill

Salam.


Whoa!! It's been ages since I last burnt my calories. yuppie yupsie, that was in June when I did senam seni with the kiddos for sports day.


This time, I decided to go for a hike. Well, konon macam hiking but you guys know la.. I mana larat nak bawa backpack 5kilo ke hape kan..So, ini je I mampu buat..naik Broga Hill. heeee

Huh, can someone tell me the purpose of wearing a dress while hiking? Kawan-kawan, please wear something appropriate for this activity. Satgi jatuh tergolek gedebuk dah terkangkang 'shame shame tak malu' pulak. :')

Pekena rokok sattt.

Hmm..the lalangs. A must pose.

Worn out. -.-

Sekodeng

Sunrise

Going down. Turun ramai-ramai, dah rasa macam ikut rombongan mendaki.

Parking among oil palm trees.

It was certainly fun! Balik pekena roti canai, tosai and maggi goreng. T___T

Dear abah,

Daddy's girl at heart.

You are my hero, my muse, my abah. :)

p/s: Hana, nad cilok gambar. :D

LDR

Adapt: to gradually change your behaviour and attitudes in order to be successful in a new situation.

Edisi khas LDR:

This is the third time he went offshore. And I miss him like crazy. If I remember correctly, we never really had a close-distance relationship except for those three months, earlier this year.


Like any other couples, we have our very own problem which is to constantly adapt to a new situation. When I was in the UK, we communicated through video calls every day. We also talked to each other on the phone before I went to sleep which made him wake up early in the morning just to bid me goodnight. Huhu. Time difference. Quite a challenge as we fought almost every day because I, being myself would force him to stay awake and make him repeat what I had just said to make sure that he listened to my every word. Jahatnya!!


When I came back for good, he was in the south while I remained in KL. Well, things became difficult as I expected more from him. As usual, "we kiss, we make up". Currently, he is based in the east coast and I...where else do you think I would be? Teaching urban kids good English.



To make this LDR more challenging than ever is the fact that he has to go offshore twice a month. Worse, they cannot use handphones and there is only a satellite phone that they have to share among them. Everyone gets a 5-minute conversation with their loved ones and they have to fill in some form to 'cop' their time. haha. An oil-rig or a platform can accommodate 100-something people kot. But hello!!! 5 minutes is not enough laaaa.. I'm so stressed coz I have to talk to him in a rush.


"You know what happened today...bla bla bla..."


suddenly, "I have to go, the next person is already waiting. Talk to you later. Bye."


"But I haven't finished my story! Waitt!!!" tutt...tuttt...tuttt.



Seriously, are you not stressed? -___-



That happens during the good-day line. On bad days..hmm you just keep waiting till good-day line returns. Despite all this, we still have internet. Thank you technology! at least, we get to send each other emails and update about our life. Tapiiiiiii...tak sama dengan cakap on the phone. Oiii cik kak, be grateful to God la deyyy!! huhu.



We are still new to this kind of LDR. kwang3. We learn to be patient when the line goes weng2. We learn to be honest and trust each other. We learn to be tolerant. We learn to appreciate our time together. Whenever we are free, we can just go and grab a quick lunch. Sometimes, I pity him because he makes effort to see me though it is only a one hour date every two or three week, then he has to dash off back to the east.




Well, I'm adjusting myself to the so-called new situation. It's been two months. Haha. Not that new, but to us this is just the beginning. Struggling a little bit here and there but definitely adapting. Learn to adapt. Do not complaint too much cause you'll get tired of it. :)





p/s: Lepas merengek2 nak mandi, mandi jugak aku. Paling best sebab sampai sekarang, rambut yang keras jegang sentiasa lembut sahaja. My bro and sis terus nak lumur asam jawa kat rambut pulak. Hehe. Perhaps those who dream of having a smooth and soft hair can try to put asam jawa on their hair. :)