Antara surprise dan kek telur dadar 26 lapisan

Dear Hana, Zati and Awatif,

Tiada kata seindah perasaan ini untuk menyatakan betapa bersyukurnya Nad menjadi salah seorang daripada ahli keluarga House 20, Student Village, UCP Marjon. Walaupun zahirnya Nad kelihatan seperti seorang pembuli yang sebenarnya ialah seorang mangsa buli, walaupun Nad macam nampak gagah perkasa hakikatnya seorang yang paling terlembik dalam rumah ni, Nad tetap gembira dengan korang semua. Beribu-ribu THANK YOU kerana selama ini bersusah payah untuk Nad, bersabar dengan kerenah Nad dan macam-macam lagi. TERIMA KASIH lagi sekali sebab buat surprise birthday party untuk Nad.


Sebenarnya dalam hati, Nad dah tahu korang nak buat surprise. Tapi saja buat-buat tak tahu. Masa Tiku kantoi cakap "Sayfiq called bagitahu dia guna tomato rumah kita 2 biji". Opppss..okay relaks relaks..kenapa ada tomato rumah kitorang kat rumah Sayfiq pulak? Musykil nih. Then masa tengah usrah tu Hana buat muka cuak, "Nad, ketua suruh balik sekarang jugak". Eh, ni betul-betul serius nih. Masa ni memang Nad berdebar habis la, bimbang apa-apa jadi kat ketua. Baru ingat lepas usrah nak ajak masak sebab Nad lapar gila babas. Pastu dah sampai depan rumah, apesal la gelap pulak bilik makan ni? Hallway pun gelap. Lain macam je feeling. Ni dah berdebar lain kes pulak. Sekali bila nak bukak pintu tak boleh pulak sebab korang letak kunci dari dalam, so tak boleh bukak. Suara hati Nad memang berkata "yes, inilah surprise aku". Kontrol senyum kasi betul-betul nampak real punya terkejut. hehe tapi bila masuk rumah Nad memang betul-betul surprise sampai mulut terkunci rapat sedih tak terhingga tunggu air mata je megalir..sebab Nad mati-mati ingat korang nak kasi kek telur. Bayangkan, telur dadar 26 lapisan bersama satu lilin comel dipacakkan ditengah-tengah kek. T__T Nad memang rasa sedih teramat. Inikan kek harijadi yang ku impikan selama ini? Nescaya housemates aku memang pandai bergurau. T__T nasib baik lepas nyanyi lagu birthday dapat kek yang sebenarnya. penuh strwaberry keliling kek. Huwaaa...terharu terharu. Nasib jugak air mata tak sempat keluar mencurah-curah. Kalau tak, spoil gambar birthday girl. hihihi

::birthday kek sebenar, hasil tangan Chef Suhaimi::

::Inilah kek telur dadar 26 lapisan. nampak tak lubang kecik kat tengah-tengah tu? Bekas cucuk lilin. Hampir pengsan sebab terlampau banyak telur.haha::

And Nad memang tak sangka dapat birthday gift malam tu jugak. Mati-mati ingat next week pergi beli sama-sama. Dalam hati redha je la..ngeh ngeh ngeh. Tapiiiiii terharu lagi sekali sebab I had no idea i would get an Mp4. wahhhh korang memang thoughtful habis. Salute! salute! Nad janji menjaga Mp4 tersebut dengan baik ibarat Nad menjaga korang semua. eceh. macam jaga sangattt je bunyik nye. haha Percayalah Nad akan memanfaatkan Mp4 tersebut sebaik mungkin. InsyaAllah Nad tak lalai dengan hadiah tu. Nad takut korang disoal macam-macam jika Nad guna hadiah tu sampai lalai dengan ibadah. Thank you.


Nad sayang korang. Orang selalu cakap kawan sampai mati. Nad pulak cakap "kawan sampai syurga". Semoga kita sama-sama dapat melangkahkan kaki ke syurga. Ameen :)

::Hadiah tersayang::

Salam sayang,
Nad yang kiut forever



Terima kasih Emy buat kek yang ternyata MasyaAllah lazat sungguh. Hebat *clap clap clap*


Terima kasih juga Hasnul, Unie and friends atas lagu birthday yang cool. Serta kawan-kawan sekelas dan Masyhi. *Hugsss* eh hugs yang perempuan je, lelaki no wayy!~


Thanks juga semua yang beri ucapan termasuk ayahanda yang wish tersangatlah awal 3 jam. Terharu semua orang ingat birthday. :)


May Allah bless you, darlings. :)

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Dua puluh dua dan tidak pernah berhenti berharap. Agar masih ada esok untukku, agar nadi masih setia berdenyut. Tuhan, kasihani aku. Jangan kirimkan Izrail terlalu awal. Bimbang bekalan yang dicari tidak mencukupi untuk di sana nanti. Bimbang dosa-dosa silam tidak diampunkan olehMu. Bimbang tidak sempat mengucup tangan ibu dan ayah. Bimbang tidak sempat melunaskan segala hutang-piutang. Bimbang tak sempat kahwin..auuww... Astagfirullahhal-azeem. Bimbang semuanya Ya ALLAH.

Ya Rahman Ya Rahim
Panjangkan umurku
dalam mentaatiMu dan RasulMu
Jadikan aku dikalangan hambaMu yang beryukur
Jadikan aku dikalangan hambaMu yang penyabar
Jadikan aku dikalangan hambaMu yang sentiasa merendah diri
Jadikan aku dikalangan hambaMu yang sentiasa teguh beriman di landasan Islam.

allahumma ya muqqalibal qulub,thabbits qulubana 'ala deenik.

Semoga ALLAH merahmati kalian. Ameen. :)

What makes you so special than us?

I instantly stopped walking. On my right, stood a woman and her husband in their 50s..kot. They were holding a newspaper, maybe trying to read it in peace or playing Sudoku while standing in a long queue waiting to board the plane.

I didn't know what to reply. They looked erm, bigger than me. So i guessed that's why my mouth couldn't seem to throw anything back. They glared at me..and I couldn't remember where my friends were, Zati and Hana. Maybe they were already in front or behind me. Please, I desperately needed someone to back me up, I prayed.

So, there was this Indian lady. I think she lived in England because she's very fluent in English. She was with her husband, who walked beside me. Ohhh I forgot. We were on our way to cut the queue because the flight attendant called for passengers whose seats started from 26 to 40 kot.

Back to the story, the Indian lady spoke bravely to the British couple "Didn't you listen? They call for those whose seat numbers are from 26 to 40". Then, she smiled at me. I just smiled back at her. Hope she knew that the smile meant 'Thank you'. The British woman said, "What? we heard nothing..bla bla bla...". I chose to ignore the couple but i managed to glance at her tickets..nahh! seat nombor 19! Cehh...poddah! Okay blah blah cepat. I was actually afraid if she shouted at me saying 'what a rude Muslim girl!' Haaa..parah pulak. Tak pasal2 popular aii kat gate tuh. muahaha



The British couple may think they are special than us, they should have the privilege to board the plane early compared to non-British citizens because we flew with British Airways bla bla bla.. but they should have listened carefully to the announcement because in the end, they were to ones who would feel embarrassed. I felt sorry for them actually.




Sometimes, we often think we have something that others don't have. Indeed, this is true. You and I are different. Everyone is different. Everyone is unique. Everyone is special. I may be good at writing, but I am not a good English speaker. Zati's singing is always out of tune but she's superb when it comes to acting and cooking (the best cook in Marjon). Perhaps Awatif is not the best cook, but she is the greatest scone baker and singer. Baker kah wahai housemates? hihi. And Hana, she may be the cry baby, the youngest among us all but she has a strong mind, always the first to finish doing the assignments and is our constant reminder about the assignments. By the time I finish writing this, she might as well have finished writing her dissertation conclusion where others are still struggling half-way! Again, the first to finish, this time among Cohort 4 Marjonians! clap clap clap. eh, apsal too many finish nih?



See, everyone has their own specialty. Everyone is extraordinary on their own way. But NO! you don't have any power to claim yourself 'the Last Rasul' or 'Rasul kaum Melayu' whatsoever. That's nonsense okay!


There's only one thing that all of us need to believe. Whoever you are..a Sultan, a lawyer, a mufti, a lorry driver, a garbage collector.., how clever you are, how rich you are, how powerful you are...all of us will return to ALLAH swt. Only our 'iman' and 'taqwa' will differentiate us in the Hereafter.

"Wahai manusia! Sesungguhnya engkau sentiasa berpenat-lelah (menjalankan keadaan hidupmu) dengan sedaya upayamu hinggalah (semasa engkau) kembali kepada Tuhanmu, kemudian engkau tetap menemui balasan apa yang engkau telah usahakan itu (tercatat semuanya). Kemudian sesiapa yang diberi menerima surat amalnya dengan tangan kanannya; Maka dia akan dihisab dengan cara yang mudah dan ringan, Dan dia akan pergi kepada keluarganya (yang beriman) dengan sukacita. Dan sesiapa yang diberi menerima surat amalnya (dengan tangan kiri), dari sebelah belakangnya, Maka dia akan meraung menyebut-nyebut kebinasaannya, Dan dia akan menderita bakaran Neraka yang marak menjulang."

[Al-Inshiqaq: 6-12]

So my darling readers, which one do you prefer? The pleasures of Jannah or the indescribable heat of Hell? The choice is yours.

p/s: To my dearest housemates, I have no intention to embarrass you in this post. I'm deeply sorry if I cause any discomfort or whatever lah. :)




May ALLAH bless you, darling readers. Salam-Alaykum.

Too precious to be wasted

Salam-alaykum w.b.t.

Alhamdulillah. Diselubungi kepekatan malam yang semakin dingin, aku terpanggil untuk berkongsi sesuatu yang indah dengan kamu semua. ;)


Syukur, selama ini hanya pernah terlintas dihati tetapi tidak pula aku zahirkan secara lisan kepada mereka yang dikasihi. Dengan izin Tuhan Yang Maha Berkuasa, terlaksana juga salah satu impian sebelum meninggalkan bumi England ini.

Sungguh, tanpa sebarang diskusi hanya ajakan dan sedikit peringatan telah membawa kami menuju lebih dekat kepada Maha Pencipta. Tidak dapat digambarkan dengan kata-kata, malah setiap lafaz doa dan titisan air mata masih lagi belum cukup untuk menyatakan betapa bersyukurnya kami dengan rahmatNya. Jika dahulu solat bersendirian, kini hampir setiap waktu berjemaah bersama. Benar kata orang, nikmat itu hanya dapat dirasa jika kita mengerjakan suruhan Allah dengan ikhlas dan bersungguh.


Sedikit sebanyak, amalan ini membawa impak yang besar dalam hidup kami. Aku akui, aku bukanlah manusia yang sempurna. Sifat lupa dan alpa itu masih wujud dalam diri ini. Kadang-kadang, erm.. hampir selalu solat dilengah-lengahkan terutama waktu Asar. Terbabas tidur lah, merepek tak tentu hala depan laptop sedar-sedar dah nak Maghrib. Ish ish ish....sedih jap mengimbas kembali waktu sebelum ini. Ish ish ish lagi sekali kerana malu dengan Allah s.w.t. Suruhan yang paling penting itu pun boleh dibuat sambil lewa. Satu kelebihan solat berjemaah ini ialah aku dan sahabat-sahabat berjaya menunaikan solat tepat waktu. Jika tak tepat pun tidaklah melebihi satu jam selepas waktu solat. Syiok gila. hee Setidaknya, ada perubahan walaupun kecil insyaALLAH akan diperbaiki.


Jadi my darling readers, apa kata korang pun mulakan solat fardhu berjemaah? Pahala free je dapat 27 kali ganda lebih daripada solat sendirian. Lagipun solat Isya' dan Subuh berjemaah itu sahaja menyamai pahala solat sepanjang malam. Huwaaa....ALLAH itu Maha Penyayang. T__T





Saya menyeru lelaki-lelaki di luar sana, yang bakal menjadi pemimpin kepada seorang isteri serta anak-anaknya, yang bakal menjadi pejuang menegakkan layar Islam...bangkitlah dan mulakanlah hari anda dengan solat Subuh berjemaah dan akhiri hari anda dengan solat Isya' berjemaah. Kerana lambang kesatuan dan kekuatan umat Islam itu terletak dalam barisan kukuh yang bermula daripada solat berjemaah.

Sabda Rasulullah SAW mengenai lelaki yang sengaja meninggalkan solat berjemaah tanpa uzur syarei:

"Seberat-berat solat ke atas golongan munafiq ialah solat Isya' dan Subuh. Jika mereka tahu kelebihan pada kedua-dua solat tersebut, tentu mereka akan menunaikannya (secara berjemaah) walaupun dengan cara merangkak (ke tempat solat)."

[H.R. Al-Bukhari & Muslim dari Abu Hurairah RA]

Melihat perihal lelaki-lelaki Islam di Malaysia sekarang, kami perempuan-perempuan selalu berkata....

Jika pahala itu diturunkan dalam bentuk wang ringgit, pasti semua lelaki akan berlari-lari untuk hadir berjemaah setiap solat fardhu di masjid. Alangkah indahnya jika mereka membayangkan pahala-pahala itu seperti duit-duit yang disimpan di dalam bank akhirat.

Semoga ALLAH s.w.t merahmati kalian semua, my darling readers. :)

Worth trying

There's one thing about people. They love to talk. And they just can't stop talking! About books? Politics? Sports? Weather? Environment? Assignments? Boyfriends? Other people's boyfriends? Body? Manicures? Britney Spears? Johnny Depp? Current songs on Billboard? Other people's lives? Everything? The list is endless.



You, you and you can choose what you want to talk about. But, when you talk to much about certain issue, fret here and there about other people's lives, try to poison others with your story...Please, I beg you to stop because you disgust me.



Another thing about people is they don't listen. They just talk about what they see or read, but they don't really listen. Yeah, you hear Amy Winehouse singing her song, you hear Barack Obama giving his speech, you hear A. Samad Said reciting his poem, you hear the bird chirping in the morning, you hear the baby's heartbeat in his mother's womb, you hear you friend pouring her heart out....but, do you really listen? Listen to what they are trying to tell you?



You open your eyes and your mouth but you shut your ears. That doesn't work very well, don't you think so?


So, why don't you start opening your eyes, mouth and ears? Start seeing beyond what is laid in front of your eyes. Start talking about what you think is really important. And start listening. Because those matter a lot in communication.





People have been talking non-stop about us, my family and I. It never occurred to me before that we have such wonderful stalkers, right sisters?


You know who you are because you read my blog, as well as my sisters'. I don't know what your intention is, but I suggest you read and just read. Simple and easy. I hurt my loved ones because of your amazing stories. So, congratulations are in order i guess? You talk about people's lives but you never know what others have been talking about you behind your back.




I have many things to share, but I'm afraid I couldn't write for the time being. My passion for writing is slowly slipping away. I need to find it back.



May ALLAH bless you, my darling readers. :)